maybe it was the tired eyes
maybe the pressure of the day wearied the composure
maybe it was the song on replay
maybe schmucks have their ways
today,
i finally cried. out went what was needed to be let out.
today,
the emotions i took 1.5years to finally have full reign and got use to reigning, overcame, me.
today,
i let myself crack, and allowed the ache to return just for a moment.
just to remind myself: sometimes the best memories are the worst.
